I have been cleaning up my house and trying to pack away some old stuff. I came across a dairy which I used to write everyday 10 years ago just before I came to Perth.

When I was young, anything small can make me happy. I think in this dairy, the sentense that I used the most is "I am so happy today" I did have some sad moments, but it was easily replaced by the good ones. It also reminded me why I am now here in Perth.. why I chose to leave HK 10 years ago.

As I grow up, I am collecting happy thoughts and moments along the way. I chose to forget any unhappy moments. As I grow older, nothing much can make me feel happy.. and anything small can easily upset me. I like to compare... I like to hang onto old memories... I like to live in the past.

I miss my friends.. those that are not around. I miss my family.... I miss my grandmas.... I always believe that they are watching over me... they know what is best for me and I know they will make sure good things will happen to me.... coz I know.. they love me.